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Hello

sorry for not updating livejournal, it's because i decided to go blog in blogspot form now on.
Please visit at :

yumeflow.blogspot.com

Thanks!

And see you there!

It was expected, I knew I will have to help out my cute boss J-G in the end hahaha.

He crack me up but lately I feel a lot of stress for everybody, it's normal.

But I know we can make it!

Plus, I'll be helping out J-G once I'm in Toronto, not just give training to my sister but also other people who were hired at the new call center. We will be two in one! Just like the musketeer : one for all and all for one!

A lot of training, plus learning the new system. This two weeks in mtl it will be very busy for me and for J-G of course!

omg omg omg

I don't know but it seems to be that time flies like a speeding bullet!

Yesterday I went to Pang Pang with my friend Zarya and Val, we sang and also I was sad that I won't be able to sing with them for a while...
It felt like a "temporarely' band break-up but still friends. hahaha

Seriously, I don't think that in Toronto they have updated songs... i don't know, maybe they don't go to Karaoke?!

Not like Montreal where we can go sing anywhere and just have fun!

So yeah...

Then I meet up with Shiren, we went to eat at Sakura.
I was surprised that they renovated and also, the "freaking menu" was "freaking expensive"! But I guess that will be one experience in my life that I'm paying a 60$ dinner for Japanese cuisine. It was good, but the price seems to be more than it should be. If I go to Ros & Lina, it's 30$ and that's a lot! but Sakura is double! But it's alright since it will be my last time at Sakura. I think Osaka serves the same quality of food but for less.

That's my news soo far :D

Toronto is coming sooner than I thought!

We are already in the month of October!!!
I'm moving mid-November to Toronto and I start to realize that I am a bit nervous now... or freaking out.

I need to cancel my sympatico... and I'll have to let my parents deal with it cos I don't think I would like to pay 100$ each month for phone and internet... or 80$
it's just too expensive. ARrrgg... plus I hope that my sister won't ask me like to directly pay her 300$ all the time... I don't mind paying for food and outing or even gaz for the car.

Anyways....

suspense is in the air.

Joshua,

my

cute

cute

cute

nephew is becoming more and...

MORE...

like Denis the Menace!

Love you!!

That people have two faces!

I have to write it down cos I believe there is something wrong at work.  Or i believe it's one of the "TL"...
Let's say that you get your training from this "TL" and that you think that they have all given you ALL the necessary information so you can start rolling on your own roller-blade. 

This incidence happened already... "twice" and I've noticed that there might be a "TL" that want to get me in to trouble.
First, its a new system and "he" was giving the training... so far so good... but one little detail he wanted to show me but "NEVER" did.
Of course, since "HE" never showed me or giving me an incomplete training...  I got into trouble and making my boss meet me at his office.

First, I've noticed the issue and I've realized that I TOLD my "TL" that I made a mistake and if it was possible for him to fix my mistake (it was on the same day)... when today my boss asked me to his office, I've realized that my 'TL' didn't really mention to my boss.  I was speechless of how can a "TL" be soo evil or hate me that much?!  I then trying to look for the email I've sent to my "TL" and send the copy to my boss I told him if it was regarding "that" issue.  He just replied "yes it was, oh thanks! (smilie), oh great! (smilie), Cool (smilie)."  Like WTF was that?!  I thought he was accusing me something at the beginning... and I did show him proof that I sent that email on the same day... but my "TL" only did it on the next day...  Second, I've noticed my "TL" is not giving me my evaluation since July...  what the hell happen?!  He is ignoring me or what?!

One thing for sure, I'll keep one eye open and one hand holding a shield...
In addition, I will do anything in my power to show them that if somebody gave a full training, maybe I won't missed out that information!
It's like for example a teacher giving you material to study and at the exam it's question NOT in the study material... HOW unfair is that?!

i was meaning to post something in LJ, but always forgot to write my point of view of the day, but I'll be doing a recap of Questions/ Answers blog:



So you've been asking... what's up with me these days?


All I can tell you is, these days I try to keep fit, you know trying to help myself and seeing my true me in terms of outside and inner beauty.


Why is that?


Maybe it's about time I try to find my soul mate.  That's why I need to polish-up and showing my true me.  Yes, I wanna be supershine!


Will you be ready to date?


Maybe not like "right away", but i don't mind spending time with somebody just go somewhere and chat or play video games... lol do some activities that would be fun. =)


So, we heard that you'll be moving to Toronto...


It was supposed to be a secret between some of my friends, but sometimes you know... words spread like the swine flu.
LOL

Yes, I'm planning to go to TO in mid November-ish... If you gonna ask me why.. you'll have to message me.


Will you find a special somebody in Toronto?

No Idea... maybe?  I can't predict the future you know...
If what I heard it's true... it's easy for a girl to ask a guy out... but I don't believe so because we all have individual personalities and "pre-requisite" to get along with our type... not everybody have the same point of view.

Toronto is busy people... so I don't think I will have the chance.
Who knows?


You've been to the YMCA of Peel, how was it?

One thing is for sure, it was my first time going to a mixed gym: male and female.
I was used to go to the one only for women cos all i need to do was to go training, but things get a bit boring... and the people at Vie en Forme... seems to be a bit ... swindlers.

However, I like the fact that there are more machines available in the YMCA on Peel and in addition of the AC so that when you sweat... you don't suffocate in people's body heat... you know what i mean?

I don't really look at others, I try to concentrate on myself.  But sometimes... like 5% of the time some people were made to be noticed.

1) There was a guy who exhale as if he was about to die and he was hairy and wore super short shorts like in the 70s... remember the Koodoo's commercials? yeah, that person stands out in the crowed. In addition, he never clean up the machine, so how disgusting is that?!

2)  Some girls likes to show off their butts at the heavy weights... oh well... the guy will enjoy the free show while pulling weights. LOL


Will you keep us notified if you see any result of going to gym?


For sure, right now I feel a bit different in my pants, especially my thighs seems to be smaller.  That's a good news.  Now I have to work on tummy, and toning my arms.

This morning it was calm in the bus, I was closing my eyes with my music and I was just drifting away in relaxation.
Then somebody sat next to me quickly, probably the bus made a quick turn, so this person kinda drop next to me in a split second.

I didn`t want to turn my head to see who the hell disturbed my mini slumber..  I usually don't tend to turn my head to see who sat next to me in a bus.  However I saw a glimps of the hands and they look well groomed, long and delicate.  At first impression from those hands, I thought they belong to a woman, but I took another look again, it was bigger than a woman's hand.  Then I realized those beautiful groomed hands belong to a man.  The next sense I realized was the sent, it wasn't one of those strong manly perfume.  It was light and herbal, I like the smell. 

Just those two things distracted my senses, so I needed to see who sat next to me.  As I slightly turn my head and took a quick look.  He had very short hair, they were dark, almost black.  His face was small and had a bit of morning beard .. he kinda had a shirt and a blazer with jeans, a bit like 'Ken Hirai' look.  (hope he is not gay) hahaha.

Anyways, that's my morning in the bus.

Random huh?

I'm waiting, but at the same time I'm learning and gathering information for myself.  I don't believe I am wasting any time, I believe that I will take as long as I can to find myself.  For others, they might think: 'wow, how can you not be in a relationship for that long?'  Well I don't really think time matters since it's not something that you can control. 

Why didn't I try dating others?  It's not a question of why can't I ?...
It is my desicion I was clear to myself that I don't need 'being in a relationship'. For example, it was interesting to find out that some of my friends they are in a relationship just for the sake of it.  They might benefit from more experience that's for sure.  I however, I never really feel desperate for a relationship, meaning I don`t just date anybody.. I guess it's to prevent other being hurt and also I won't be too confused towards the end. 

I used to feel very sad thinking that there will be nobody who will like me, so I try to trust on friends instead.  I always feel that I wasn't good enough or I was trying to find my own mistakes so I can understand more myself.  So far, I understand more than before, so I know what I want. 

'Patient is golden'  It also give you the time do things step by step.  Will I lose patience?  It might be possible, but I think that my time has come to accept being in a relationship and start sharing.  =)

Who will give me this chance to start something fresh and having our own happily ever afters?

She  is an 'ex' of someguy who was patient for her, also that he seems he still thinks of her.

Let's put a make belief name that she is Miss X and she dated Mr. Y.

I've been talking alot with Mr. Y, and at first I was all having this butterflie the in the tummy.
However one quote struck my subconscience 'not as good as you think'.  Somethings tells me this Mr. Y has issues.  In addition, I think he is not dating because he wants to prove to this Miss X that she should trust him.  However a paradox remains: he mentioned that he doesn't trust her. 

That's fine, because I can sense this kind of feeling.  Maybe somebody good is waiting for me and I think maybe I should go to the wedding of my friend to see if this special somebody will be there for me.

I don't know why but this summer I have a mood for finding my love. lol

Keeping it Real!

Finally!

I've receive messages from Mei Mei on msn last night.
It was late, and I was about to log off.

I was glad because I haven't heard from Mei for a while, and I always think that she might be busy.

As the conversation went on, she noticed that my English was poor.  Maybe due to the fact that I don't use English as much as before?  Or maybe I started to listen more to Chinese songs and trying to improve my Chinese...  I had no idea.

As a result, this morning I took my Edogawa Rampo short stories and started to read 'Hell of Mirrors'.  It was disturbing a bit.
I guess once I'll move to Toronto, maybe my English will improve again. hahaha

So many languages are in my head and blending: French, English, Chinese, Japanese... (Spanish and German is almost long gone in my mind).  I guess I miss the student life, reading, writing, watching screenings, the plain old mind stuffing!
All we need was Tim Horton's coffee and a bagel, forget about Asprine!

Recently, I've just noticed something that twitched my neuron senses or memory.
First, I don't know if the people I know did this on purpose or if they just don't really listen when I talk to them or if they just filters out  the words in their mind, because I had a lot of 'déjà-vu' of conversation that is coming back at me.

This déjà-vu conversation annoyed me.  Here are those two conversations I had before with two different friends.  For some reason, both of them are asians...

Conversation topic number 1:

Asian friend = Z.
Topic: 'apparently I'm attracted to exotic friends'

Friend Z: 'So Iz, you are attracted to people outside of Canada, yet again!'
Iz: ' We had this conversation before, do you remember that I don't discriminate the friends I make?'
Fz: 'But than again your special somebody is not from here'
Iz: ' He is Canadian, doesn't mean he is out of country!'
FZ: ' You like outsiders because they are exotic'
IZ ' WTF, I never said they where exotic, plus where did you get this 'exotic idea'???'
FYI friends I made is simple as 123, you don't need to know if they were born from Asia or if they live here temporarely.  You just meet them and if you get along, you are officially a friend.  Friends are without boundaries'
Fz: 'Really? without Boundaries? I start to find your thiking interesting'

Iz (OMG is my friend for real?? how can he be soo close minded?!)
------- I have to cut this conversation till here because it was getting to lame for me to handle lol ------

Conversation topic 2:

Asian friend= E
Topic: new phone

Iz: 'Oh nice congrats with your new phone.. by the way, i've noticed that you didn't save your friends' phone number since you are asking me mine and other people's number... Do you still keep the same number?'

Friend E: ' Yeah, same number'

Iz: 'great!'

3 days later:

Iz (text messaging)
Then (emailed to make sure)

Friend E: ' Oh hi, yeah didn't I tell you my new phone number?'

Iz (WTF!!! Am I hallucinating for the first conversation?!!  I am freaking out if I was the one who made all these things up...)

so there you go,

How will you react to something like this?

I think it will be one of my favorite!

He's first album was soso, but the second album entitled "princess", it's much better than the first one!

My favorite song is called:

阿飛的小蝴蝶
Ah fei de xiao who die

I think I will try to find the lyrics and learn this song.

It's that good! :)
I put the song in my mix pod, i'm sure you will hear it once you start reading my blog XD

Here is the lyrics!

( Lyrics... )

and don't forget Facebook!

I remember when I was in High school, internet chat was really popular. But I've noticed some change and it seems that now since we all have the internet, it became a trend, a fashion, a brand.

You have the boom of wiki, torrents and google, but before it was yahoo who made their popularity in the internet. Now we have a lot of choice and even we have more than one "account" as in terms of linking information with everybody you know on "Facebook" as an example.

Why is that?

I think it is because now society starting to realize that phone is old fashion. But cellphone and personalized ringtone makes a person distinct from one another. How interesting.
We talk about brand of phones, we incorporate communication and networking in one little compact technology.

I just discovered Twitter, but for me it's looks more like a mini news flashes every once in a while. It's a bit like "gossiping" in a touch of a button.
hahaha

So I have Blogger, livejournal, facebook and a youtube account. Speaking of Youtube, it's another trend that we include in our daily life. As if we need to see it for ourself or even learn how to cook, we type in youtube and it's like a search engine, you can almost find anything.

What will be the next internet trend after Twitter and Facebook?
Will we forget about facebook in a couple of years, just like we forget about yahoo chat in the 90s?
I guess it all depends of how fast our internet connection can evolve so we can invent other great things to share.

That's my 2 cents for today!

YEs, I finally have the Flickr pro..
since I'm always on photography now a days...
Thus... I need unlimited photo storage online!

Here is a preview ...

More picture from Flickr~

This is a figurine that I got from Osaka of last year,
i didn't really play with it much because it is just a figurine...
but I changed the face and here is the result.

Also it comes with props.
It's cute I think!
hahaha

 

 

This bunny is called Jun-kun
i don't think he has a relation with Matsumoto Jun.
HHaaa hahahhah 

It's supposed to be a sub-character from the Tomo-kun.
どこでもいっしょ〜
We are together anywhere.

(I don't bring it with me everywhere, I leave it in my room as a figurine prop)

The bunnies were super cute!

I saw the mommy not long ago but today I saw 4 little rabbits without the mom.  They were all hiding in the front yard bushes.
My parent decided to put them in a box for safety, afraid that the rabbits will ran off the street and get squished by a car..

I hope the mother will be back protecting the baby bunnies.

They are too cute to be left alone.





   

YEs....
I have a Chinese Web-based blog...
A bunch of Asian are trying to read my blog!
lol

But I keep it simple because I put pictures most of the time!
I think it will be my visual blog...  Meaning???

Blogspot is a nice blog that I started a longtime ago!
If you see the Achieve (!!) you see what I mean.

But I have some picture posted there too... however I think the pictures are not big enough...
On my Chinese blog at WRETCH  The pictures are really bigger!

See it for yourself  (click here)


Please tell me what you think of it?